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Great Pulse of Creation
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Many times I longed
to understand this magical essence
that enraptured me when I walked along the seashore at sunset
when I looked up above the jungle canopy to see the crescent moon
when I dove into crystalline waters and when I sang my heart song to the trees.

I longed to understand
this sensation of aliveness that overtook me
when I let the music move me
or when I completely dissolved into my lovers embrace.

The feeling of bliss of this creature
that I kept under covers
more often than I let loose.

This one who surprised me,
shocked me,
frightened me,
excited me,
and seemed to leave me powerless
in her craze.

Many times I longed
to return to this essence
when I found myself lost in the city streets
distracted by the encroaching projections of others
and my opinions of their opinions of me
confused and forgotten while searching for myself
in an external hunt for validation
feeling alone and cut off from the sweet bliss of life
wondering why someone else wouldn’t make it ok.

And in my earnest longing
I rediscovered the threads of red and gold
that threw themselves to me
in the most turbulent seas.

With every ounce of will that I could still muster
I held on for dear life
climbing and clawing my way back into the heart of love
that has always been my birthright.

Realizing that I have always been the Source of my longing.

The I of the Eye
of the great feminine terrifying wild explosion
of ultimate ecstasy
that I had rejected and denied.

The great pulse of creation
the great pulse of life.

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The Presence of Life
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No matter who you are, no matter what you’ve done, no matter what you’ve created, no matter what you’ve destroyed, no matter why you feel pain, no matter why you feel pleasure, no matter who loves you, no matter who doesn’t...

The beauty of nature offers herself
unconditionally,
unwaveringly,
abundantly,
without holding anything back,
just to remind you how loved you really are.

She doesn’t care who hired you, who hurt you, who validated you, how you show up, who you disappointed, what you look like, or anything that you do. She does not discriminate between “good” people and “bad people”, “rich people” and “poor people”, “spiritual people” and “asleep people”, “positive people” and “negative people”. She does not discriminate against the ones you might think are so unworthy of love. She doesn’t give AF about the things that we judge.

The only thing she requires is attention.

Treasure this gift.
This is unconditional love.
The presence of life.
And no matter who you are it’s always yours.
Just give it your attention.

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You Came to Light the World on Fire
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Love is a fire inside.
It grows in spaciousness where it can breathe.

How often do we choke this flame by following the path of should, filling ourselves with things that don’t actually feed us, listening to outside opinion, saying yes when we mean no, sacrificing ourselves for others who don’t want/deserve/require it, judging what we most deeply want, betraying ourselves to be pleasing, and dishonoring the God(dess) within? How often do we sell our souls for the utterly inessential?

In doing so we forget what IS essential: our own whole hearted Self devotion. Our own luminous self belief. Our own will offered in service of the precious light we all contain.

True love can only blossom when we reprioritize our unique light as the most important Source of our needs. This flame is your most precious asset. It is the sacred essence of your soul. No one and no thing you could ever sacrifice your Self for can offer you this.

Place your fire at the center of the altar of your heart. Become its devoted guardian even in the harshest of winds. Come home to its warmth whenever you feel distracted or lost. Make the life affirming choices that fan the flames of your love.

You are the only one you promised your life to. You didn’t come here to please or appease. You came here to light the world on fire.

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Don't You Still Deserve to Love?
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So… you weren’t perfect.

You overracted.
You spoke out of turn.
You said too much.
You outed your crazy.
You gossiped.
You judged.
You acted like you didn’t care.
You scared and pushed people away.
You tried to force.
You hurt someone you love.
You disrespected others.
You dishonored yourself.
You leaked out your power.
You compromised yourself.
You were desperate and insecure.
You treated yourself with less than you deserve.
You lost your way in the panic of it all.

And yet…

Don’t you still deserve to dance?
To sing with the sounds of the forest?
To cry all of your sorrows to the moon?

Don’t you still deserve to stroke your own skin?
To melt a square of chocolate on your tongue?
To delight in this gift of being alive?

Don’t you still deserve to laugh until your tummy aches?
To spin in circles til you’re dizzy?
To get over it over and over again?

Don’t you still deserve to be held by your brothers and sisters?
To see yourself as an innocent child?
To forgive and be forgiven?

Don’t you still deserve to look yourself in the mirror
After all that you’ve survived
And still say
”I love you”? Don’t you still deserve to love?

No matter who you are
No matter what you’ve done
Don’t you still deserve to love?

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The Wild Again
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There is an insatiable hunger
that pangs in the heart of one who has tasted the wild again
An ache that exists inside of every womb
asking to be activated by the deep pulse of the Earth
And if you are a woman who has found her way back to this wildness
it is a love that you can never forget.
It is the greatest most essential luxury of all
to come to know ourselves as the same water that tides with the moon
As the same blossoms that gained their fragrance
from their own dark nights in the soil.
And it is this very illusion of separation
this belief that we are somehow other
than the magical elements that joyously dance day in and day out
that lives at the root of our human suffering.
As women we have a sacred obligation
to heal this wound within ourselves
To become the living embodiment of our truest highest purpose:
pillars uniting heaven and Earth.

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Soul Retreats

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