Why have women forgotten?

WHY do so many powerful, beautiful, deep women struggle to totally-completely-devotionally trust, love, and honor the Goddess in their own female bodies?

And instead, base their right to exist, occupy space, and hold value in the world, on how closely they align with inhumanely unrealistic impossible-to-fit-into beauty, body, sexuality, and femininity standards?

Why do even women who are extremely intelligent, self proclaimed feminists, and not at all newbies on the healing journey, still silently secretly orient their worth to what the world wants from them?

To various degrees, we’ve all been taught to self abandon in patriarchal culture.

It’s deep, ancient, collective, and runs through the lineage. It’s woven into every aspect of our society. It’s been profoundly embedded deep in the female psyche and sexuality.

That’s because…

For thousands of years the female body has been colonized for the masculine agenda. Just like land, the EROTIC FEMININE has been conquered, extracted, and harvested, rather than revered as the source of our very existence.

In turn, our mothers and their mothers and their mother’s mothers learned that the power of creation belongs to the family, government, and religion instead of to themselves.

As daughters of patriarchy… deep down… even if we really don’t want to admit it…

We judge our beauty against how men respond to us.

We experience our arousal only when someone else wants us.

We feel valuable when the highest bidder chooses us.

From the time we’re girls we learn that as long as we’re pretty enough, beautiful enough, sexy enough, or self sacrificing enough, we will be enough to inspire the savior to come and rescue us from our own suffering (aka our POWER).

We learn to be the objects of another’s desire, instead of the subjects of our own.

But the truth is…

There’s a power inside of you that no one can give you and no one can take away. 

Patriarchy knew this, and it’s why it did everything to try to separate you from the Wild Feminine.

I’m going to be bold here and say…

The only way to truly reclaim your Divine Feminine Nature, is by directly dismantling this toxic destructive deeply ancient conditioning within your female body, and reawakening the Goddess who was long ago buried there. 

Not just in your mentality or your psyche.

Not just reading feminist ideology.

Not just talking about smashing the patriarchy.

Not just as conceptual or energetic spirituality.

Way, way, way deeper than that.

In your tissues. fluids. womb. sensations. emotions. orgasms. pulsations.

In your whole total erotic embodiment as a woman. 

When you reawaken the ancient sacred feminine at that deep of a level, a cellular level, you remember yourself to a source of power inside of you that literally catalyzes your rebirth.

It re-orients you to back to your inherent holy Goddess given worth.

You embody what women have forgotten for thousands of years.

And your remembrance sends a ripple of healing across the world.

From that place, you choose who and what and when and how you desire to be met. 

Worship becomes your baseline.

A worship that depends on nothing but your own deepest knowing of your self.

The question is…

Will you remember yourself as goddess again?

For yourself, for your life, for your lineage, for our world?