The Dark Feminine

For some of us
the rise of the divine feminine
doesn’t always look like dancing in silk robes
and manifesting whatever we want.

For some of us
the rise of the divine feminine
looks like a bloody mess.

Like being ripped open and restitched
from the inside out
in the most extreme form of heartbreak
over the separation of who you were
and who you are becoming.

It’s as if the more She rises, the more everything else crumbles at your feet.
The more she comes to life the more everything else dies.
The closer she comes the more you want to turn away.

But you can’t fall back asleep
to the millions of delusions
that she has already shattered
with her sledgehammer.

And you can’t possibly return
to something less raw, alive, and powerful
than She has shown you to be.

You experience the suffering
that lived as a background hum
like a full blown explosion
you never imagined you would have ever been able to tolerate.

Your trust is tested to the absolute max
as you are required to relinquish everything
you ever thought made you worthy or safe
so that you can source the worthiness and safety that is your birthright.

You fall all the way into every imaginable feeling of victimhood
so that you can realize freedom within every cell of your being.

Being stripped naked like this is humbling beyond the beyond
and it’s so easy to think that you’re being ruined rather than refined.

But the truth is...

Your radiant authenticity
that survives the aftermath
of the most extreme kind of heartbreak
has the power to light the world.

Your deep well of compassion
that you have filled with your own endless grief and tears
revives the withered complacency in another back to life.

Your resilience and stamina
in surviving the battle of good and evil
inside of your own self
and coming to know it all as love
is what liberates the suffering of all.

Your soulful devoted purpose
can only reveal herself
once you penetrate the very core of your pain
and unravel that wound
into the thread of Gold
that leads straight to God.

The truth is...

This path is deeply sacred
And wildly holy.
You deserve to honor it.
You deserve to honor yourself.
All-ways.