The Great Pulse of Life
Many times I longed
to understand this magical essence that enraptured me when I walked along the seashore at sunset. When I looked up above the jungle canopy to see the crescent moon. When I dove into crystalline waters and when I sang my heart song to the trees.
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I longed to understand this sensation of aliveness that overtook me when I let the music move me or when I completely dissolved into my lovers embrace. The feeling of bliss of this creature that I kept under covers more often than I let loose. This one who surprised me, shocked me, frightened me, excited me, and seemed to leave me powerless in her craze.
Many times I longed to return to this essence when I found myself lost in the city streets. Distracted by the encroaching projections of others and my opinions of their opinions of me. Confused and forgotten while searching for myself in an external hunt for validation. Feeling alone and cut off from the sweet bliss of life wondering why someone else wouldn’t make it ok.
And in my earnest longing I rediscovered the threads of red and gold that threw themselves to me in the most turbulent seas. With every ounce of will that I could still muster, I held on for dear life, climbing and clawing my way back into the heart of love that has always been my birthright.
Realizing that I have always been the Source of my longing. The I of the Eye of the great feminine terrifying wild explosion of ultimate ecstasy that I had rejected and denied.
The great pulse of creation, the great pulse of life.
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About the Author
Camille is the founder of Earth Daughters and a woman devoted to reviving the ancient wisdom of nature and the wild voice of the feminine.
She has traveled in dozens of countries across the world activating her soul journey through her relationship with land and lived for seven years in primary rainforest in the Costa Rican jungle, communicating with trees, plants, creatures, and exploring many shamanic Earth wisdom traditions.
She is a DANCEmandala facilitator, breathwork facilitator, yoga teacher, and student of many paths of love. She has been guiding transformational women’s retreats in activated locations across the world since 2015.
More on her website camillewillemain.com.